Assalamualaikum guys , It's gonna rain outside and I'm not feeling well . It's been a few days now . Last night was awful . I can't even have a good sleep . Hari ni is still a disaster . I hate this feeling . I really need someone right now . That someone just keluar hangout and tak kesah one bit . Geram gila ah sekarang ni . Semua orang perlukan seseorang to be close with them kan . Yang tak selalu busy with stuff . Yang always there when you need them . Yang won't make you feel lonely . Yang won't leave you alone . Durrr . Sape suka an being left alone .Especially bila the geram feeling came and you can't do a thing about it . Rasa nak punch someone in the face . Why do people still stick around when you can't even make them happy . Tak boleh luahkan pun sekarang , it will make things worst . Tak sakit ke simpan sensorang macam tu . GOD ! Nobody to share the pain with . I can't even think straight now . Sakitnya hati tak tau lah macam mana nak cakap . Ahhhhh , seronok sangat ke sakitkan lagi hati orang ni . I hate this feeling . Taktau mana nak buang . Im stuck here . Try to put on a fake smile and pretend that everything is okay . Padahal , Im dying inside . Semua benda yang aku buat rasa macam tak berguna . I can't even defend myself .
I'm tired of pretending everything is okay . Padahal its not okay . I just have to pretend its okay for us . Pura-pura nothing happens just to jaga our hubungan .
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